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I write whatever I want. You'll mostly see me talking about: moments in life that have happened, movie/game reviews, random rambles, and some angry rants here and there.

(6/30/25) Ok one more blog entry for today but I've had these reaccurring dreams about parasites/computer viruses/hackers. It's been like that for 2 years, 2-3 times a week. Ok, maybe not that consistently but it's sort of been an on and off thing. Sometimes they're more frequent and other times they're just not there. The dreams themselves aren't consistent at all. They just tend to involve parasites or computer related things in general.

My favorite dream I tend to think about was from 2 years ago: I was trapped in my own computer, getting hacked by this group of guys that went by the name "raid boys" and they were really annoying writing random "u gotta fix ur __" And "the raid boys are the best." it was so weird, there was a tux penguin icon and then there was this chat thing and I vividly remember saying "how do i get out of here and uninstall this please im gonna cry" and someone actualy DID answer, so i was somehow able to escape. I can't remember who helped me out, definitely was some celebrity.

I hate any of the dreams involving parasites, I won't go in dept with them but--not always but they always involve me trying to avoid touching them and then holding them anyways; or somehow I'm infested with parasites. Not sure what these dreams mean and why they've been following me for so long now.

(6/30/25) I love starry cat so much. I barely know anyone that listens to Starry Cat. They've held a special place in my heart... I've been a listener since my middle school days. Now as an adult I can still never let go. I remember when first being introduced to Starry cat, it was by an animation on youtube called 'blood is thicker than water.' Happiness was the first song I'd listen to from Starry cat... I remember reading Warrior cats while listening to that song on repeat.

I hope to one day get a tattoo of that little starry cat... I love starry cat. I listen to them daily during the night, alongside the other bands they've been apart of. They always make me feel sentimental. You will always mean everythong to me starry cat. My current favorite song is "You're the reason why I believe in ghosts." I love you starry cat. u_u

(6/30/25) I've finally managed to get off my ass and have made somewhat major updates to my site... More updates coming soon! If you read my last blog entry and see that 6 month span of not updating my blog uhh 3_3 college has taken up most of my time, same with some other side projects and a little guy named Jaybird Haynes. I blame him for the lack of updates lol. A few more blog enteries coming in a bit today!I need you all to know about my thoughts

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(12/26/24) Back from the trip! Going to start making major updates now on the site yayy. I had a pretty nice little trip, tons of fun!! I played games on christmas eve with my cousins, and ngl I'm not a big fan of the games where you're required to blurt out an answer quickly. i look STUPID! I NEED MORE TIME TO THINK T_T. i won a cute little eraser though. I'm planning to get a haircut soon. maybe my hair dyed too while i'm at it. okay back to work noww

(12/15/24) HI! I'm finally in winter break (i should've updated sooner but got lazy), I'll get back to updating my website once I get back from a trip ^_^// thank you for your patience! I'm currently burnt out from this semester. Once again I'll be making major updates after a little week trip!

(10/3/24) rewatching electric dreams right now :P. Miles pisses me off so much I wanna grab a beer bottle and throw one at him!! "yeah this is my party! and moles is not invited [^__^]" good he doesnt deserve to be in it.. All i wanna say now too, polyamary would've fixed the three. They should've been in a polycule! it would've fixed everythingn, ending makes me so auughrhwg all your fault miles im after you. count your days miles harding. more like Moldy softings oohh #rekt. good movie ill maybe make an essay about it sometime.
(9/22/24) i sometimes just wanna be a computer, that'd fix everything. I'm not a tech savvy man, I wish though. It'd just be nice to be a computer, if not a computer then maybe an arcade machine. this is me if i was a computer, i never owned a OLPC but still liked how they looked: ^(meeee)!!
(9/21/24) this is a love letter to music artists from a visual artist myself: love u guys, seriously music is what gives me motivation. I think i'd go insane if I don't listen to music for a whole day, maybe half a day. I appreciate you guys sm, soulless ai 'songs' are all shit and will never compare to real passion. Idk how you guys do it but just keep going. thank you. Ɛ>
(9/12/24) Classes have started up again. yay ig i dont knowm. I think everyone knows about Jeff the Killer, I read the official story a year ago. It wasn't good, not an unpopular opinion or anything. In a way it did remind of my old stories at the times where I had a wolf phase. I made a whole comic at the time HEAVILY inspired by rocket to insanity, and by heavily inspired I mean I copied the story but it was just with my characters instead. It was uploaded to sony sketch but no one read it (I don't blame them, it's gone now lol) ┐(´ー｀)┌

(8/30/24) first blog entry! I most likely won't be very consistent with writing on here. I'll just write when I feel like it because it's my site and I do whatever.

I've also been wanting to get more into making clay figures and making custom dolls. I've been using air dry clay, some acrylic paints lying around, mod podge, maybe markers. ANd yeah, they're not so good right now but it's been a start. I've always been fascinated with custom dolls, used to watch people repaint their MLP toys, watched others make badass LPS Ocs and etc etc. During the MLP era I attempted to paint on my Pinkie Pie toy, painted her eyes black and splattered red around her because edgy MLP creepypasta shit. I do not have her anymore.. Miss you everyday pinkie pie covered in blood (red paint)....